New Start

I am seeing a cherry (Edelyn 25), I take her out on dates rather than take a bargirl, there is no real sex with Edelyn but because of her virginity I don’t worry about her indulging with other guys. I have no intention of dating a bargirl again and have decided the way to avoid this is not to see a bargirl more than 2 or 3 times, this way I will get a huge variety of sex without the emotional problems and I have Edelyn whenever I need a date. Don’t forget I am still learning the ropes here, yet I cannot imagine living anywhere else….

Edelyn is still a cherry although I have almost taken it a few times. She is ready to lose it now, so by next week we should be having a lot of fun. The relationship has been going really well and I am considering having her live with me. She has a good job ( as far as the Philippines is concerned) and is the only girl that hasn’t tried to extract money out of me. We will see what happens...

How to Recover...

My relationship with Kimi is definitely over, perhaps that is why I am able to write again. Everything here is short term, a 6 month relationship is regarded as being long. Because the girls have such short life span (18 – 25 ) they have to move quickly, find a guy, fall in love, move in together and get pregnant. All that usually takes about 2 months, if it doesn’t go well the girl moves on. It’s not unusual for a girl to have 5 or 6 serious relationships a year with a westerner. My relation with Kimi lasted 6 months and at 24 she could not wait any longer for me to make a commitment. I have been here for nearly 2 years during which time I have had 4 serious relationships, because the town I live in is small, I see all my ex girlfriends with their new boyfriends, and what a strange feeling that is…

I divorced my wife and never saw her again. I met Jenny (ex no.3) a few days ago, we talked openly about our new partners and confessed that we still care for each other (though we will never get back together). Most people will have one relationship to recover every 2 – 5 years (?) Here you have 2 -5 relationships to recover from every year. He he he he ...

Unfair to two Lovers

Alberto: I’ve a very stressful time of late and haven’t been in a writing mood. The saga with Kimi has continued with a further twist. As you know I’ve been trying to distance myself from Kimi , during this time I met Edelyn who is not a bargirl, but has a position in a Bank. Edelyn and I have become quite close friends and I was planning to stay with her after Kimi and I parted permanently. But I have not been able to stop…

Both girls know each other and know of my involvement with both of them. Both are waiting for me to make a decision, a decision I am incapable of making. It’s the most ridiculous situation I ever allowed myself to get into, and I am aware of been greatly unfair on the girls. I have no idea how it will end, but I am sure there will be a lot more pain….

The Story of Kimi

Life is a very strange thing and too often unfair. For quite a long time I dreamt of meeting the right girl, a decent, respectable girl to fall in love with, and once again experience those wonderful warm passionate feelings I had so long ago. I’ve dated many girls with potential but never really found the right one.One day when I was dateless and feeling horny I went to my favourite bar and chose a girl to come home with me.

She was nothing special considering I am surrounded by very sexy girls, she was very average in all departments. I had a good night with her and a few days later decided to take her home again. And again it was very nice!Within a few weeks, and against my very own advice, I had fallen for her. I have been here long enough to know the dangers of falling for bargirls… Though I love all my princesses the problems are many and much too great to consider a long lasting relationship with a bargirl. All this happened several weeks ago,

I have tried to avoid her but we keep getting drawn together. As we still see each other, the feelings get stronger and stronger which means the pain is going to be greater. Kimi has avoided going with other men and I have made sure she has earned enough money, ( bars have quotas for the girls). I can’t take her out of the bar and make her my girlfriend because she has been there too long, her behaviour shows it, yet I can’t leave her in the bar for other men to have sex with her because I care for her so much.What a painful dilemma, I know I have I have to walk away one day and because she works in my favourite bar I will see her with other guys. Why couldn’t I have these feelings for an ordinary girl? Life deals out some cruel blows sometimes…

The Value of the Cherry

Della, I am sending you some photos, this photo with three girls in my spare bed, are Wency, Pricess and Shella . All three are cherries, ( virgins ) and are waiting for the right price for their cherry... they work in a bar which we use regularly and the three have become very good friends of ours... I have no interest in taking cherries but we sometimes pay a fee to the bar to take them for a night out.
The fee we pay allows them to stay the night and I take them back the next day. Wency and Shella usually sleep with me, it’s difficult but I do behave. I am sure I will be very jealous when a suitable buyer for their virginity will come along, however the money they will get will change their lives and those of their family for the better…

Alberto, I love the photos and the story, and I confess to feeling a little envious, I wish I was a virgin in your bed too, waiting to sell my cherry... I think it wonderful that you occasionally pay to take the girls from the bar for a night out, I am sure there will be a reward for your temporary chastity...

The End of Grace

I’m feeling very bad today, Grace, a friend of ours was found chopped up in a hotel room yesterday, we are all feeling terrible. The police caught the guy trying to leave the country, a German.. This is going to be a very very sad week.Grace is the third girl to be murdered by a westerner since I’ve been here. All three girls were killed by Germans, a few days ago a girl that we know named Michelle was beaten up by a German so you can imagine how we are feeling about Germans right now.

Very, very bad week, we are all feeling so bad about Grace..There is very little if any protection for the girls, they rely on the guys being decent, unfortunately this place attracts all sorts of people, many many of them are far from decent. Once a girl leaves the bar with a guy, she is on her own. I treat every girl (no matter what her profession) like a princess, I feel this is the least I can do considering how they have changed my life (for the better).

by Della

Death on the Road

You may have seen me on a motorcycle in your dream but you will never see it in real life, it’s just too dangerous here. I’ve seen many accidents and the injured are taken to hospital by taxi unless they are badly hurt (almost dead). I saw an accident were a girl on a bike was hit by a car and she was lying on the road hurt, all traffic stopped.

To get the traffic moving again they picked up the girl up (with no consideration to her injuries) and put her on the sidewalk…The traffic started moving again.The other part of your dream with many girls around me is true, the word is out that I have broken up with my girlfriend so there are a few girls trying to hook up with me. As you know this is the rainy season, things are very quiet and the girls are getting hungry. I’ve been parting hard lately so a few nights ago I took a friend home who is a virgin thinking I would have a rest…

Didn’t get much rest… Though she’s still a virgin, we did everything else... she took the opportunity to hone her oral skills, and I guarantee she will be a very hot babe once she looses her cherry…I will her home again, but not today, today my member needs something warm and moist…

by Del

Falling for a Bar Girl

I had a very bad week, all my fault. I broke my golden rule: “never to fall for a bar girl”I didn’t do it intentionally, it crept up on me. Before I realized it I had very strong feelings for her. She says she loves me and would give up the bar-life to be with me. But I am not ready to make that sort of commitment.Having been here long enough to know that it will only end in pain I decided to keep my distance. She carries on working while I twist in pain whenever I see her with her clients... but that’s the way it is here…I greet her when I see her and wants us to get back together, but that will never happen. Hopefully I will get over this pain in a few weeks. I’m lucky that there are many girls helping to take my mind off her… Especially since this is the rainy season.Just rain, rain and more rain. It sometimes rains so hard it’s impossible to go out. Ho well… plenty of TV and early nights…There are few visitors during this time and there are thousands of hungry girls here. I get dozens of text messages from girls wanting to visit me. They are happy just to have somewhere nice to sleep because their homes would be leaking and have no hot water. A few night ago I had two girls stay with me, a trio sounds like a lot of fun and I enjoyed myself but… I prefer one girl at a time…Though If the girls had been into each other I wouldn’t have had to work so hard. Two to help me forget the one…

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To London and Back

I’m back, yippee!!! He! He! He!!! . I’ve been back for a week and been partying a little hard, I’ll have to slow down a bit this week, I can’t keep up with these young girls but it’s so much fun.
As you know I went to visit my mother who lives in London, It was very nice to see her but I didn’t enjoy England, it has changed for the worse. I visit every few years and it changes more each time. The people are visually aggressive, it’s hard to find a friendly person, there are many refugees and people begging, entire areas have become black and very expensive. I’m glad I lived in London during the 60s and 70s which I believe were London’s best years, that’s how I will try and remember it.

The only way to enjoy London and be safe is to stay on the tourist routes, which is a shame.
The Middle East is a mess and I don’t believe the Americans are going to solve any of the problems, I think they will make things worse. The only people I’ve met that are pro American are a few Americans. I believe there’s never been another time in history when the Americans have been hated so much, what a mess, but i don’t know what the answer is...
I broke up with my girlfriend a few days ago; I caught her chatting to other guys on my laptop. I’m glad it ended because I realized a few weeks ago that this relationship would not go the distance, but as I’m writing this email there is a gorgeous girl called Kimi sitting next to me. I had a great night, she made me feel like a young man. Could it be the reason I feel a little weak this morning?

The Bar Girls

[Photo]Alberto: Lissa is 24 years old, and has never had a boyfriend, Fatima, a dentist, is 27 and still a virgin. This place goes from one extreme to the other: I met young girls who know more about sex than I do and a 27 year old dentist who is too scared to hold my hand. I took out a girl last night called Louie, it was our second date, she has one of the best bodies I’ve ever seen and the sex is great.Its now 8am, as I write this email Louie is walking around naked making it hard to concentrate… She is 28, so we are mentally more compatible, I have a problem with young girls (18-22), once the sex is over there is nothing left to keep me interested. There are some guys that marry 18 year olds, they are crazy, it never works out. It’s a strange place… a 27 year old girl is regarded too old for someone like me but I prefer them a bit older.I won’t see Louie again because she is a bar girl (I only date non bar-girls), I get emotionally involved with the girls if I see them often. Once girls have been in a bar for a few weeks they change, they very quickly learn how to hustle from other girls who have been there for awhile. After dating a bar-girl a few times the stories begin, it ALWAYS goes like this: “Honey, I have a big problem…” I find it hard not to laugh when I hear that line now. “What’s your big problem sweetheart?” The following are just some of the stories I’ve heard and most of them get repeated by other girls:1) My sister (brother, mother, father) is very sick and will die if I don’t send money for hospital, please help me.2) I work in the bar to put my younger brothers and sisters through school, but not enough money so I have to take one out of school, Please help me.3) My mother, father, brothers, sisters, grandparents will be thrown out of their home and will live on the street if I don’t send money for rent, please help.4) I hate working in the bar, I do it to save money so I can pay to go back to school, so I can get a normal job, help me please.5) I have only worked in the bar for a few days, you are my first costumer, I like you, I think you are very special but I hate this job, I don’t want to have sex with all those bad men, please help me.6) I love you (after just one night) so much that I can’t work in the bar anymore. Please help me.7) I am a good girl, a shy girl, and I never give fellatio, ok, just for you I will try and please you because you are special and I am falling in love with you. How is it honey? Am I doing it the like you like it? (Its usually a very good BJ) and after the BJ they will use 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, or 6 of the above.I have been here for more than a year and not one story from a bar-girl is true, but they are a lot of fun. Some of the girls (non bar-girls) that I have dated I did not sleep with so there is always going to be a place in my heart for the bar-girls. Westerners do help many of the girls here; I help them too but not the bar-girls. I helped Lissa, when she had a lump on her breast, I paid to have it removed, Lissa and her family have never forgotten what I did and have become very close. There are many people that need help here, the mistake men make here is helping bar-girls, then they bitch and whine that they were ripped off, HELLO, wake up guys, remember where you are…Tartarugal: Alberto, I must confess that through your writings I am developing a soft spot for the bad-girls bar-girls. I know they are not always honest but they have to make the most of it. Even as you say that at 27 they are considered a bit too old, so time flies for them. Their career is short, unknown elements and potential dangers lie in every bed they sleep in, they have to try… On the other hand I do sympathize with those naïve westerners who get ripped off… A little...
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